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  PETER CORRIS

  The Winning Side

  George Allen & Unwin

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  © Peter Corris 1984

  This book is copyright under the Berne Convention

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  reserved.

  First published in 1984 by

  George Allen & Unwin Australia Pty Ltd

  8 Napier St, North Sydney NSW 2060

  George Allen & Unwin (Publishers) Ltd

  18 Park Lane, Hemel Hempstead, Herts HP2 4TE

  England

  Allen & Unwin Inc.

  9 Winchester Terrace, Winchester

  Mass 01890 USA

  National Library of Australia

  Cataloguing-in-Publication entry:

  Library of Congress Catalog Card Number:

  Corris, Peter, 1942–

  The winning side.

  ISBN 0 86861 758 7.

  I. Title.

  A823’.3

  Library of Congress Catalog Card Number:

  84–70761

  Set in 9/11 pt Century by Eurasia Press

  (Offset) Pte. Ltd, Singapore

  Printed by Wing King Tong Co. Ltd, Hong Kong

  Contents

  YOUNG CHARLIE

  CHARLIE’S WAR

  RINGSIDE CHARLIE

  FIGHTING CHARLIE

  OBITUARY

  For Peter Kerr

  YOUNG CHARLIE

  1

  THERE was a lot of fighting in the camp, between the young men and between them and the women. But it was usually when they were drunk and it was push-and-shove fighting. There wasn’t any stand-up fighting. We kids wrestled. I wasn’t much of a wrestler; I was skinny and light and mostly finished up underneath the other kid.

  This year, sometime in the late-1920s, some kanaka families came to live a bit further up the creek. There were about thirty of them, all with this tight, woolly hair and with names like Oba and Tanna. They had bicycles and good clothes — suits and clean dresses — which they wore to the Salvation Army hall on weekends. There were no bikes or good clothes in the camp. We didn’t go to school, the kanaka kids did. There was a school in town for the white people. How the kanakas got in I don’t know; something to do with the Salvos I suppose.

  We ignored the kanakas until we heard that their mothers were telling them to hurry straight home from school or the blackfellows would get them. They were blacker than us, some of them; certainly blacker than me who was only a quarter-caste Gandju.

  Ernie Hogan, using the language, said: ‘We oughta throw them in the bloody river, those kids.’

  ‘You ever see them swim?’ I said. I made a rippling movement with my hand. It was true. Those kanakas could swim. We agreed we’d do something though, Ernie, Sam Gulimbi, Kenny and me. The right thing seemed to be to get them on the way home from school, like their mothers said.

  It was a hot day that had been wet in the morning and had cleared. Mist came up off the grass and bushes under the fierce sun. The four of us waited near a big fallen gum tree just where the track turned to run along by the river. You couldn’t be seen down there from the road or from the camp.

  We were nervous, chewing on grass and picking our scabs.

  ‘A couple of ’em are big’, Kenny said.

  ‘Fat, I’d say’, I said, although I was thinking that I wouldn’t like to get one of those fat kanakas on top of me. We looked for grubs in the tree and let a group of big boys go by. A mob of girls came along and we hardly looked at them. When we were sure we were down to the stragglers we moved out to block them. The track was narrow just there, with the river on one side and the thick bush on the other.

  ‘Who’s a blackfeller?’ Kenny said. He spat on the ground on front of one kanaka who tried to push past him. We insulted and bullied them, pushed them, rubbed dirt on their clothes. The smallest one cried, the biggest went wild and knocked Kenny down with his fist. That action thrilled me and I jumped forward and hit him in the same way but he didn’t go down. It must have been as crude as a dog fight: we stood toe-to-toe, swinging and missing and hitting. The others cheered us on. It didn’t hurt when he hit me; he got me on the ear and the nose and it didn’t hurt. I kept on punching until part of his face felt squelchy, and when he’d had enough of that he reached to grab me and wrestle. I stepped back, punched him hard and clean on the nose, and he went down. Then it hurt; my stomach hurt and my breath was coming in gasps. My left ear felt huge and there was blood and snot on my face. My eye was closing.

  The word spread fast that I’d flattened the biggest of the kanakas. They’d challenged us, of course. My mother didn’t believe it.

  ‘They go to church’, she said. ‘They pray and sing hymns. They don’t fight.’

  ‘One of the buggers fought’, my father said. ‘Look at Charlie’s eye.’

  I wondered if my father would talk like that, with pride in his voice, if I beat a kanaka to pulp everyday. He was working then, and off the grog. He had the loan of a pair of boots and tramped off each day to cut cane. At night he was exhausted; he ate whatever there was, drank a lot of hot, sweet tea and went to sleep.

  I had a lot of fights after I beat the kanaka, mostly with other boys in the camp. For a while everyone, especially the older kids, wanted to try me out. I dodged as many of them as I could, but some I couldn’t dodge. I won the fights or got a draw, which just meant that one of the men decided we’d had enough and pulled us apart. Harry Sellars did this pretty often. One day he came between me and Sam Gulimbi. Both my eyes were puffed up and Harry had to lead me down to the water to clean me up.

  ‘You’ll end up like Jerry Jerome’, he said.

  ‘Who?’

  ‘Jerry Jerome. Never heard of Jerry Jerome?’

  ‘No.’

  ‘He was a fighter, good one too. Blackfellow. Jerry used to walk through the other bloke’s punches, walk through ’em. I seen him do it lots of times. Then he’d whack. But he got hit so bad, so many times that it did for his eyes. Near blind when he finished.’

  I nodded, but I couldn’t see what it had to do with me.

  ‘You have to learn to block the bloody punches’, Harry went on. ‘Or you duck them, or move back or get them on the arms. Every punch that hits you means you’re a mug.’

  ‘Can you show me how to do all that?’

  He did, in secret training sessions in the bush. We sparred; and I learned about slipping leads, counter-punching and what to do in close. Harry had been a tent and stadium fighter, so he told me, but his wind was gone and pretty soon I could outlast him. Once I hit him a bit hard and he went over. He pulled himself up slowly, gasping. He sat, rolled a thin cigarette and spoke through the smoke.

  ‘It’s a bugger of a life, young Charlie.’

  I looked down at his thin, disappointed face and squatted. ‘Why d’you say that?’

  He rolled up his trouser leg and showed me a long furrow up the shin bone, white against his mahogany skin. ‘See that? Got that in the bloody war, fighting for me country.’

  ‘Yeah?’ I was cautiously interested, I’d heard about the war.

  ‘They didn’t take many blackfellows, dunno why they took me. I got that in France. German shell landed in the trench, killed three blokes. They sent me home. Know what they told me?’

  I shook my head.

  ‘Told me I’d get some land and a pension.’ He looked around him; we were on a flat spot near a dried up billabong; the earth was sandy and dead, and a few grey stumps stuck up out of i
t. ‘Land’, he said. ‘I never got a bloody inch.’

  ‘What’s a pension?’

  ‘Money from the government—regular.’

  I didn’t know what the government was. ‘Did you get it?’

  ‘No. Went to the office in Townsville; they reckoned I was a special case, being a blackfellow. They had to ask higher up.’

  ‘What happened?’

  ‘Nothing. I went back and they kept shoving papers at me. Wanted to know when me mum and dad was born and all that. I never knew any of that stuff. Couldn’t understand it anyway. I gave it away. Can you read, Charlie?’

  I looked down at my feet, they were scarred from bites, scores and cuts, and dirty. My toenails were horny and ragged. ‘No.’

  ‘Write?’

  ‘No.’

  ‘What you should be learnin’, not all this shit.’ He stubbed his cigarette in the sand. ‘You won’t, though. Let’s get on with it.’

  We went back to the sparring, but my heart wasn’t in it. I kept thinking of reading and writing. School was for kanakas. But hadn’t I beaten the shit out of the biggest one? But other words—pension, government, France—were clicking in my head.

  I lost interest in fighting; refused to be in it a few times, and got beaten by a big Chinese kid down by the river one day. I suddenly stopped being a hero. I found some tattered magazines in the camp and spent hours poring over them, wondering what the print said.

  My mother looked at me slyly. ‘Yer grandad used to read a bit’, she said.

  ‘Why didn’t he show you how?’

  ‘Did, but I forgot.’ She forgot everything; lost things, and would look puzzled when the words of a song would desert her halfway through. Her father was Welsh, I knew that, an ex-miner who sang. That was all I knew.

  My father was a moody man, a quarreller, not liked. There were five of us, and we kept out of his way as much as we could. That got easier, because he came home less and less. One night he came reeling in and collapsed on to the mattress. My mother eased two of the small kids aside and pulled the bottle out of his pocket. She held it up; it was about one-third full. She pulled the cork, sniffed and put it carefully back by the mattress.

  I was the only one awake. ‘Where’d he get the money?’ she said to me.

  We found out two days later, when the police came to the camp to arrest him and two other men. They’d been knocking down drunks in the town and taking their money. The police were huge men in khaki uniforms and broad-brimmed hats. My father went quietly, but Wally Hogan struggled. He tore the starched shirt of one of the policemen.

  ‘You black cunt’, the policeman said. He had an axe handle, and he turned it and laid the flat terribly hard against the side of Wally Hogan’s head. You could tell that he’d done it before.

  The women and the kids cried, and the policemen poked around in the humpies. When they came out they cleared their throats and spat, which I thought was dirty. They took the men away and after a while we heard that they all got ten years gaol. A week later two policemen came with a big dray. One of them was the man who’d used the axe handle. He sat up on the dray and yelled out my mother’s name. She went across to him with her hands halfway up, as if she was going to protect her head.

  ‘Pack up’, he said. ‘You’re going to the mission.’

  2

  THE women’s part of the mission was up the creek, away from the dunes. At least that was the idea. Down by the sandhills were the two teachers’ houses, the school building, the church and the humpies. Up the creek there were more humpies, the wash house and the infirmary. Most of the women and the young girls slept up there during the week. They did the mission washing and a good bit of the gardening. The girls came down for lessons through the week, and stayed down at the weekends.

  There were two missionaries, Germans. The Reverend Schmidt had a wife and spinster sister and they ran the women’s camp; the main base was run by Dr Höfer and his wife. The separation didn’t work too well; some of the women took their sons up the creek with them and let them stay, and some of the girls stuck with their fathers down at the dunes.

  The worst part of it was the prayers. There were prayers three times a day and I dodged them and mumbled jokes in the language rather than say grace before meals. The best part was the schooling. We’d sit there, sniffling with colds and scratching at sores and fleas, and Höfer would take us through the old primers. I was a beggar for it. I caught on fast to reading and writing. I learned yards of poetry by heart, especially poems about war and fighting.

  Höfer was a tall, thin man with a pale face and a heavy, dark beard. He wore black clothes—the full get-up—whatever the weather, and he never sweated. He had a German accent and a foreign way of arranging words which some of us picked up. Once I answered a question that had stumped everyone—I identified the words ‘my ancient clay’ in a poem as a clay pipe.

  ‘We have with us a scholar’, Höfer said.

  My youngest sister died, a lot of the young ones died, and we didn’t hear anything about my father. But my mother took to the mission life well. She did as little work as she could, and ate everything she could get. The food was crook; a sort of porridge and dry bread in the morning, bread and jam with tea for lunch, and rice or potatoes with a bit of meat for dinner. We grew potatoes, pumpkins and melons. I hated the food and stayed thin and stringy, my mother ate a lot and smoked a lot. She sat in the sun and smoked her pipe and hummed snatches of the Welsh songs she learned from my drunk of a grandfather. There was a weekly tobacco ration for everyone over fourteen. I was about twelve when I started taking mine, maybe eleven.

  My best mate was Nol Pratt, who was part-Chinese and part-Turrbal from the south. Nol didn’t share my enthusiasm for the books, his great interest in life was sex.

  ‘What’s it like, Nol?’ I asked him after he boasted about a night in the bush with the Cooktown blacks.

  ‘Great.’

  ‘But how? Like pulling it?’

  ‘Better. Lasts longer. Better.’

  I was too shy to try it. The Cooktown blacks were the missionaries’ biggest problem. They came after the women and brought grog with them. Some of the mission women just up and left with them. They used opium too, and there were cracked heads and great, gaping cuts from the brawls in the bush over the women.

  I was lost in the land of books, away with the heroes of Gallipoli, with Deerfoot, with Dick on Coral Island. There were two pea rifles on the mission and a very limited supply of bullets. I became a good shot, and was often allotted a rifle to go after wallabies and rabbits. Creeping through the bush and over the rocks I imagined myself a hero, a bushman, pulling off impossible shots. The mission reserve ran along the coast for a couple of miles and I spent time in the water as Tarzan, diving deep and driving the knife up into the shark’s belly.

  In the real world I was keen on football, and I saw that the boozers and girl-chasers got flabby and slow. I preferred to do the fast wing-running and avoid the tackles. I envied the others the girls, but not their soft bellies and bloodshot eyes.

  Jackie Hesse lived up the creek most of the time. He always had his eye on one girl or another. He was about fourteen years old, a big kid, and nearly full-blood. He’d started going to the grog sessions, but he still played hard football as if his idea was to break bones. He tried to break mine but I could outrun him. He picked on me for reading books and going around with Nol. He called us yeller-fellers.

  Jackie was always fighting and I knew I’d have to fight him one day, so I watched his style. He didn’t know a thing about boxing but he could bore in and hit hard and often. He was two stone heavier than me, and always trying to push me into a free-for-all. I tried to carry the rifle or a knife whenever he was around.

  One day he caught me as I was coming back with two rabbits I’d shot.

  ‘You’re a gutless yeller-feller’, he said ‘You’re a fuckin’ sissie.’

  I had no bullets left, but he didn’t know that, and I just moved the .22
into position a little and kept walking.

  He kicked dust at me. ‘Too gutless to fight’, he jeered. ‘Hey, gutless Charlie, I fucked your sister last night.’

  He hadn’t, I knew, but it was the limit. I walked back and prodded him in the stomach with the rifle.

  ‘You want to fight?’ I said.

  ‘Yes, you shitface.’

  A few other kids had drifted up and I waved a few more in. When there were a dozen or so standing round, I collected a big gob of spittle and spat it into Hesse’s face. He roared and moved forward, but I held him off with the rifle.

  ‘I’ll take you on’, I said. ‘Boxing rules, okay?’

  ‘I just wanna fight’, he said thickly.

  ‘You’ll get a fight.’ I looked around the group. ‘Wanna see a fight?’

  They crowded close, and it was easy to persuade them that a proper fight at five o’clock in a quiet place was what they wanted. Hesse didn’t like it but he was too dumb to change it.

  ‘Nol’s my second’, I said.

  ‘Jackie Hesse looked puzzled and furious; he knew he should have walloped me there and then.

  I was too smart to turn up at the time and place we’d arranged. Nol and I came out of the scrub half an hour late and a good mile up the beach from Hesse and the mob. I fired a shot in the air and they all came tramping through the sand towards us. We kept moving back slowly, staying on the firm sand. We stopped, and Nol put down a small oil drum and I sat on it while he marked out a square on the sand. When the rest of them came up they were sweating and leg-weary. I asked the smartest of them if he’d be referee.

  ‘Who needs a fucking referee?’ Jackie shouted.

  ‘You will’, I said.

  Jackie spat on his hands and shaped up very square and stiff. I had to stifle a laugh and I stayed on the drum.

  ‘Let’s near the rules’, I said.

  The referee looked at me uncertainly. ‘No biting’, I prompted. ‘No kicking, no hitting when the other man’s down.’